Haven't gone up here for a while. Things have changed, people are different, too. Oh, somewhat awkward to see. Though it'd be the weirdest news on earth if they aren't. Quitted archi. For it's something more than I can take. Don't really see how I could have done any differently from what I have. Moments were there when the uncertain kept bringing me down, and I was so damn at a loss against the heavy haze. But I'm not anymore - I used to think it's a huge pity when you have to start everything from zero all over again. I thought having a head start is always an absolute advantage. It ain't like that. In actuality, when you try to convince yourself that what you have attained is the best you give away the chance to find something better. I'm so grateful for that little mistake I made. The warmth and unity those people create just blow my mind. And I'm sure I'm, too, different now. Love them so much. No wonder why: Process is often more important and memorable than the outcome. Things that are past stay in the past. They're over. Until now and always, I'm quite certain that nothing's really remarkable when it comes to the two Fs. Walking along the path I chose for myself, I'm doing exactly just what I want. I'm so at ease now. 
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